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"Today is my beginning - My eyes finally see - A future with someone - where I fit perfectly..."
Posted:Oct 20, 2019 9:37 am
Last Updated:Oct 21, 2019 7:12 pm
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"Today is my beginning - My eyes finally see -
A future with someone - where I fit perfectly..."

I do believe today is my beginning... I finally see a future with someone... where I fit perfectly... Words I want to hear... maybe... not for eternity...

My melonlicious breasted heavenly creatures pack megatons of passion and eroticism... but... they lack that attention span... one that says... I want you... I want you... I want you so bad... like an old Beatle song...

I have waited... for a girl like you... like listening to a Foreigner classic... your lonely call... I hear it... thru paper-thin or cyberspace invisible walls... across the street... or state or country lines... weak though it may be... I can feel that heart pounding... those lips trembling... knees shaking... clit throbbing... a pain that troubles you to seek me...

you were made for me... you were made for me... not perfect... not exact... but... for me... of that I am sure... maybe... I've got it backwards... maybe... I was made for you... like the lyrics... maybe, the blinders have been removed... maybe... you are ready... maybe, the time has ...

an unusual video... but, I like it...

give it a listen if you dare... or just a read... if you are scared...

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"Today is my beginning
My eyes finally see
A future with someone
where I fit perfectly.

And for so long I've waited,
heard your lonely call,
heard it across the ocean,
through a hundred-million walls.

And I was made for you,
And I was made for you.
And I was made for you,
of you, you

And arms to always hold you,
and eyes that never cry,
and I was made to love you,
Till the day you die.

And I was made for you,
I was made for you,
And I was made for you, ohh
for you, ahhh..." - Niia - "Made for you"
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"I was made to love you... till the day you die..."

hmm...
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"Baby, I've been livin' in the dark The only friend I got here's my broken heart..."
Posted:Oct 19, 2019 10:01 pm
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2019 8:51 am
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", I've been livin' in the dark
The only friend I got here's my broken heart..."

ole story different song...
how long must I wait for your tears to stream down my face...

when you kiss me... I am defined...
the meaning of life runs thru my veins...

lonely days and lonely nights are about to end...
as you show me that meaning of life...

drive that stake of passion thru my soul...
take me way out of control...

kiss me here... open those legs...
touch me there... release my demons...

show me what I've never seen but only dreamed of...
take me higher... fly me to that moon...

can you feel love...
I can give it... I can take it...

everyday that I wait... is a day without you...
my pretend doll of you... doesn't respond like I want her too...

oh those wrongs... they start to feel right...
show me the light... kiss me... define me... make me understand...
...
", I've been livin' in the dark
The only friend I got here's my broken heart
Feelin' like I've finally had enough
Livin' like an animal can be so rough

I've been waitin' so long for you to come my way
And now I, I can't wait another day

When you hold me, I finally see
When you say love, I know what it means
I was broke down so alone in the dark
Until you showed me the light ()
Cause when you kiss me, I know I am
And when you let me feel it I understand
When I'm lost I just look in your eyes
You show me the meaning of life
Meaning of life, life, life, life
You show me the meaning of life
Meaning of life, life, life, life
You show me the meaning of life

Every time I spend a lonely night, yeah
Thinkin' I won't make it til the morning light
All I do is think of you and I
Suddenly the wrongs they start to feel so right

You show me love
You lift me up
You take me higher and higher
The truth is I'm in love
Can you feel us, we're flyin' higher
Oh, you show me love
You lift me up
You take me higher and higher
The truth is I'm in love
Can you feel us, we're flyin' higher…" - Kelly Clarkson - "Meaning of life"

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hmm...
spread those wings for me...
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"When you go, all I know is you're my favorite mistake..." - for all those near misses
Posted:Oct 13, 2019 8:03 pm
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2019 10:16 pm
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"When you go, all I know is you're my favorite mistake..."

Oh... be the one... be my favorite mistake...
please... lie to ... pretend to adore ...
on your worst day... I'll take you...

on my best day... be mine...
stroke that winning sound in my mind...

after you're done with ... you'll be my fave mistake...

you consume my thoughts every day... my dreams night...
my lover's passion... kisses wasted on the lips of others...

let change all for you... all in for the sin... for the passion within...
if I would've known now... if only... let know you...

leave your drama the door... no more room here anymore...
give what I hoped for... make feel good...

let adore you like no other...
"all my life... who's that with now" like a lyric from Bridge's "If only"...
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"I woke up and called this morning,
The tone of your voice was a warning
That you don't care for anymore.
I made up the bed we sleep in.
I looked the clock when you creep in.
It's 6 AM and alone.
Did you know when you go it*s the perfect ending,
To the bad day I was just beginning.
When you go, all I know is you're my favorite mistake.
Your friends act sorry for .
They watch you pretend to adore .
But I am no fool to this game.
Now here comes your secret lover,
She'll be unlike any other,
Until your guilt goes up in flames.
Did you know when you go it*s the perfect ending,
To the bad day I'd gotten used to spending.
When you go, all I know is you*re my favorite mistake
You*re my favorite mistake.
Well maybe nothing lasts forever,
Even when…" - Sheryl Crow - "My favorite mistake"

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hmm...
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"Driving down Sunset, hair rolling back and over my arms Heart racing so fast, driver on the gas"
Posted:Oct 13, 2019 12:22 am
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2019 5:49 pm
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"Driving down Sunset, hair rolling back and over my arms
Heart racing so fast, driver on the gas, you're by my side
And I love you, and I love you, I do, oh..." - This is my life

Oh... don't you want that life...
doesn't matter how young you are...

your heart racing... you're with the one you love...
I love you... I love you... I love you...

the one that defines you if you do not define yourself...
the one that moves you... not one you forgot...
hair rolling back... wind on your face...

our song playing to the bounce of your breasts...
you angling for that spot... knowing it will ...

finger tips running up your back...
arch over me... wings taking off...

boomerang back... it again... and again...
wait... hold it there for a moment...
sync that thought till the day I die...

you are my dream...
you are what I see on the screen...

or are you temporary... only in my mind...
reality is what you'd make in my life...
memories from a Beatles song to be made...
a motion picture... Rick's place forever...
we fly... we move... we stretch... we kiss...

permanent touch... I want... not forever... for real...
If I was to become part of your life...

that pedal... feel that surge...
lick that sweat... remove the urge...

Like an EWF song... "Got to get you into my life"
...

"Driving down Sunset, hair rolling back and over my arms
Heart racing so fast, driver on the gas, you're by my side
And I love you, and I love you, I do, oh

Living on the edge of a dream
Living on the other side of the screen
Living on the edge of a dream
Living on the other side of the screen
till the day I -

I'm flying
Two drinks in my lap in the morning light
Touching down, another place on the map, you're by my side
And I love you, and I love you, I do, oh

What if I can never be there?
What If I would always hide?
What if you were temporary?
Looking through my mind

This is my life
This is my life
This is my life
To the day I die

Living on the edge of a dream
Living on the other side of the screen
Living on the edge of a dream
Living on the other side of the screen
till the day I die..." - Black Atlass - "My Life"
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slowly... softly... surely...
cum into my life...
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"We're going places And they don't know We're making memories And they don't know.."
Posted:Oct 6, 2019 4:53 pm
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2019 12:30 pm
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"We're going places
And they don't know
We're making memories
And they don't know..."

you don't need to listen...
you don't need to think...

let your heart be your compass...
throw love on that fire...

make those memories...
those firsts with me...
hit those destinations...

"take that journey with scars and fear...
live those moments where we are near..." - easy going ism

It's ok to not hang with them...
it's ok to break those rules...
it's ok to be with the one you see...

the one that makes that heart pound...
pretenders all around...

and you know the call that moves you...
you know that groove that suits you...

desperate... don't hesitate...
your eyes wanna touch those skies...

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"See you all around LA
Hanging with my enemies
Hilltop parties, tryna ignore me
Under the influence
Listening to fake ass friends
But you'll be right, right there
With your heart in hand

We're going places
And they don't know
They don't know
We're making memories
And they don't know
They don't know

I'm not, I'm not, I'm not good for you
And I don't need you to
Show me how to break the rules

Don't talk about loyalty
You ain't seen the sun all week
And you act reckless when you're desperate
And you would get hesitant
When I was with my friends
But I've been right, right here
With my heart in hand

I'm not, I'm not, I'm not good for you
And I don't need you to
Show me how to break the rules
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not innocent
And I don't need you to
Show me how to break the rules..." - Bridge - "Break the Rules"
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give this a listen...
like a Beatles' song... "there are places I remember..."
let's have places that include you...
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"What are you waiting for"
Posted:Oct 5, 2019 7:54 am
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2019 12:06 am
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A Haiku - "What are you waiting for"
...

Remember the days...

we'd slip away into the night...

dancing in the sheets...

...

holding each other...

kissing and wanting for more...

no cares in the world...

...

And all I could see...

Were your eyes shining so real...

your lips, yes, both sets...

...

Please... Lover arrive...

on wings fly you to my heart...

Find us a new start...

...

Free me from myself...

Take me from here to your soul...

where we can be whole...

...
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"So tell baby tell, true heart Trying to try, it's like blowin' kisses in the wind..." 4 my dancers
Posted:Oct 4, 2019 4:28 pm
Last Updated:Oct 5, 2019 7:15 am
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"So tell baby tell, true heart
Trying to try, it's like blowin' kisses in the wind..." - not a silly love song...

do you believe in believing... I do...
a sad song... reaching out for what was there just a second ago...

giving you love that you haven't been giving...
I only wish that you would love me like I love you...

like I... like blowin' kisses...
it's too late to re-write this story...

all I wanted was to get thru to you...
'cause this destination won't do...

I'm crossed my heart... hoped to die...
nothing's changing...

vinyl with a needle skipping in an endless abyss of pain...
and, not the good kind...
not the kind it used to be...

have you ever said what you had to say...
the words I needed to hear...

not alone... with doubt... but, together with clout...
a love like ours was written on erotic pages...
our story told with a passion that was yet to unfold...

oh... my... biting my lip over you... just the thought of you...
the taste of you... and... I'm blowin' kisses in the wind...
time to find another you... one that's as pretty as you and nicer too...

where the scars are not repeatable tracks of a scene from "Groundhog day"
Have you ever waited for someone...

and, they never showed
with the luv you proposed

only a quick release for disingenuous nothings whispered in your ear...
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"So tell baby tell
true heart
Say what you say
When you're all alone
I'm trying
Trying to try
And feel you
And see if I see
I'm feeling alone
And all I want is
To get through
So baby, you'd see that the
Way you're leaving me
It won't do
It's like I'm...
Blowing kisses in the wind
Giving you love that you
Haven't been given
I cross my heart
And hope to die
I'm only wishing you'd
Love me like I
Blowing kisses in the wind
Waiting, waiting, waiting
Waiting for you is
Like blowing, blowing kisses
So please baby, please
Release me
If time after time
Your heart's growing cold
I'm saying
If you don't believe
In believing
Then how could true love
Ever be so
And all I want is
To get through
So maybe you'd see that the
Way you're leaving me
It won't do
It's like I'm..." - Paula Abdul - "Blowin' kisses in the wind"
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I think we have to get in line for this one...
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"I get lost in you Like a prisoner walking towards the ocean How could something swallow you whole"
Posted:Sep 29, 2019 5:17 pm
Last Updated:Sep 30, 2019 6:54 pm
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"I get lost in you
Like a prisoner walking towards the ocean
It's hard to imagine
How something could swallow you whole..." I luv these words

I can see myself getting lost in you
motion of the ocean like lovers do

our sea crashing thru the stars
passion making new sandbars

I wanna be shaken, not stirred
I wanna make you moan and purr

from the depths of your currents
my faith in you, your servant

floating diver from above
your love captured in my glove

a fit so smooth Santana would marvel
one taste of you, my sweetest morsel

our boundaries redefined in your soul
conquer my Cupid, dominate me whole

read me like a
feel me, I wanna be took

make me lose my mind
nice & easy, take your time

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"I get lost
I get lost in you
Like a prisoner walking towards the ocean
It's hard to imagine
How something could swallow you whole
, I get lost
I get lost in you
Pearls in your eyes
Keep me alive
Wrap me up in a glow
Soft as a shadow
There was a time
I would suffer in silence
And feel like my pain didn't matter, didn't matter
I thought:
"Keep on walking
Just show your devotion
They don't know you at all"
And I grew thorns as sharp as spears
And I drowned my fears with books and with beer
At a time there was time, but no horizon
, I lost
I lost in you
I no longer searching
I'm no longer yearning
Just learning the freedom of floating on..." - Lior - "Lost in you"
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"Going under this time there's no one to save me This all or nothing, got a way of driving me crazy"
Posted:Sep 28, 2019 8:16 am
Last Updated:Sep 29, 2019 8:56 pm
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"I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing, really got a way of driving me crazy..." - I luv this verse

"you've been there before, the one that was replaced
she said "always and forever" to your face" - another easy going ism

those heartbeats on your chest
still, kicked out like the rest

scars on your heart, a turn on
ready and willing, come, get some

the walls around that fortress lowered
ready to accept that new "easy lover"

my eyes are open wide
ready for that dance floor glide

tip toeing across that rug
hoping it won't get pulled

I wanna be your habit
the fear, I'm passed it

"let me love you, make you numb
prepared for those lips, to succumb..." - another easy going ism

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"I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
..." - Nicole Cross - "Someone you loved (Lewis Capaldi cover)"
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"Just wanna be someone that somebody needs Wanna be more than a drop in the sea Just wanna be..."
Posted:Sep 22, 2019 3:19 pm
Last Updated:Sep 24, 2019 6:20 pm
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"I just want to be someone that somebody needs
I just want to be more than a drop in the sea
I just wanna be..."

do you need to be needed
do you need to be seeded

don't care about the plenty in the sea
just wanna cross your mind and be

want u here by my side
we can fly, we can glide

that touch, that kiss, make it real
give me something, make us feel

put an end to that drama
be part of my karma

"breathe me in, show me a ray of hope
the only dancer in my kaleidoscope" - another easy going ism

disappear in my aura of love
feeling your sweat from above
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"She said, "Every time I close my eyes I feel like I could disappear
I could overflow an ocean with a cavalcade of all my tears
And I know I sound dramatic, but that's just how it feels"
She said, "I'm holding to the notion that I'll find something real"
I just want to be wanted (Ooh)
I could use a little love sometimes
I just need to be needed (Ooh)
Like to know I'm crossing someone's mind
I just want to be someone that somebody needs
I just want to be more than a drop in the sea
I just wanna be-
She said, "I'm counting up my karma and I think it's time to cash it in
So tired of living in the shadow of a mountain of what might have been
And I know I sound dramatic, but that's just how it feels
I've been looking for somebody to tell me that I'm real..." - OneRepublic - "Wanted"
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Let's be each other's drop in the sea
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"Got the music in you baby, why you've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye"
Posted:Sep 21, 2019 2:04 pm
Last Updated:Sep 22, 2019 11:38 am
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"Got the music in you , tell why
You've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye..." - why

Yes, I know that you see
2 confused to be with

in the biblical sense, I want to know you
unlock yourself for , want to hold you so

I want to taste your lips, both sets
a place we want to be introduced, kissed

you want to be haunted when I leave
your mermaid picture on my sleeve

"memories of me secreted from pianos
let me be part of the ivory notes from your x's and o's" - another easy going ism

"like Ambrosia, time waits for no one
drop from that , taste my tongue" - another easy going ism

"know to say goodbye to
my forehead waiting for that ecstasy" - another easy going ism

forever is leaving my vocabulary
now is part that feeds my capillary
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"You leapt from crumbling bridges watching cityscapes turn to dust
Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean from way above
Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers wrapped in your arms
You've been hiding them in hollowed pianos left in the dark
Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
Go and sneak us through the rivers flood is rising up on your knees, oh please
Come and haunt , I know you want
Come and haunt
Sharing all your secrets with each other since you were
Sleeping soundly with the locket that she gave you clutched in your fist
Got the music in you , tell why
Got the music in you , tell why
You've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye
You've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye
Oh, when you're all alone, I will reach for you
When you're feeling low, I will be there, too..." Cigarettes After Sex - "Apocalypse"
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I need you to be the keys in my ignition... that's what she said to me...
Posted:Sep 20, 2019 7:54 pm
Last Updated:Sep 22, 2019 11:40 am
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I need you to be the keys in my ignition... that's what she said to me... she'd been listening to some of the music I'd been sharing with her...

Like most, she said she liked the classics... but, somehow, someway, my lovers begin to open up those music buds like other flowers on their body... they begin to allow new influences to seep thru those filters that have long been patched with band aids... to conceal those scars and memories that they so cherish... but, now... they relax and are able to form new sense memories that incorporate the mature women that defines them now...

She got up and turned the heater down... she had just had another orgasm while riding me like the wind... it was like a Krewella song... and, I thought of it at that moment...
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"Say my name again
Watch me start a riot
Push me to the edge
I know you want to try it
Give me all your energy
Love me like an enemy
I know that you'll never stop
So give me your best shot
I need you to be The keys in my ignition
I need you to feed The fire in me
Cause you're still my ammunition" -- Krewella "Ammunition"
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Now, we were sweaty and tired... the sheets were at the bottom of the bed... she climbed in and kissed me... not in a way to turn me on... but, in a way that said... thank you for tonight... thank you for being patient.. thank you for being you... then, she laid her beautiful body next to mine with her head on my shoulder and slept for 30 minutes...

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" I run to, I run to you.
I'll keep chasing, keep chasing you.
I don't judge you love, I never have before.
We make mistakes, we leave them by the door.
I run to you love I run to you my... I'll wait for you,
I'll wait for you Don't quit on me, don't quit on me.
Please trust me now, trust me now
I won't hurt you love, won't hurt you love..." -- Missio - "I run to you"
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I thought... this woman is comfortable with me... she has been pleased beyond her wildest dreams... she didn't move during the whole time... and, I rubbed her shoulder and ran my fingers thru her hair...

She has secrets... we both do... there are things that are hidden... but, I don't mind... I've never been more relaxed with a woman than with her... not my ex, not other lovers... our erotic versions of each other took over tonight... as if in overdrive... later on my drive home, I played this song...
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"You never act aloud the way you appear
My every breath awakes alarms in your ears
I'm not confused, it's just you're making me think
Of all our conversations missing their link
I wanna know all the dreams that you keep beneath
I want the words that you whisper when I'm asleep
Wanna give back the things that I plan to take
And I hope that you won't care
But all your makeup's running
And I'm walking you home
And my dick takes over
And I'm thinking 'bout your lips
But we're too damn sober
For mistakes like this..." -- Prelow "Mistakes like this"
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We both had drives ahead of us and it was late Sunday night early Monday morning... I made a move to get out of bed... she woke up... asked me what time it was... and, said she needed to get home...we showered, me still marveling at that beautiful body... she looking at me...

and she kissed me in the shower... I said thank you before she said anything... she smiled...

We dressed and had long embrace before we said "till next time..."... not goodbye...

no more I luv yous... were spoken... this night was special...
thanks for reading...
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